Been going out almost every night, pub/private house parties/clubbing & studying randomly at the airport with different people. Yeah this is the life i'm leading now, and i'm pretty tired and sick of it. Getting wasted now and then, and then stoned by smoking. Nicotine intake have been increasing again.

Anyway, yesterday, 10 nov 2009 has been officially declared the worst day of my life! Seriously everything went wrong yesterday. Had a meeting with the section head, and then fell down the fucking stairs in school. And then met up with my gf, we went to the hotel so damn last minute, and i was in my fucking uniform. And the receptionist don't allow me to go up at first, cus the fucking room is packed. But I still went up in the end, after someone went to talk to the receptionist. And when i reached the room, i saw some stuffs which made me damn pissed off. I'm wearing my uniform and you're like taking it in the room. What if the fucking police came?!

Then quarreled with ys on sms, and then i took a cab down to serangoon to find him & jon. And when i reached serangoon, i fucking realise my wallet's not with me. So i had to call ys and ask him to pay for me. And no one fucking picked up my calls cus they were too fucked and high to answer the damn phone calls. And so, i lost my wallet, together with my cards & ic & cash.

Like as if the day's not fucked enough, he had to show me attitude, and then i was too pissed off seriously i walked off without meeting up with them. Smoked for like an hour plus at serangoon interchange alone, before i went home. And my fucking dad had to blow his top off and bark like a mad dog non stop when i told him i lost my wallet. He fucking only care about the cash needed to replace the fucking ic. And i didn't even said that i want him to pay for me. And he fucking slammed the door and stuffs, making me even more fucked up.

I notice every time when parents are pissed off at you, they tend to bring every single fucking history out. And so it went on for a fucking while, till i cannot take it anymore. I just went back to my room and stoned. And now i fucking have to replace my Ic and atm card. This will be the fucking 3rd time i'm replacing my atm card.

Seriously, there's nothing that went smoothly yesterday. I don't know what kind of goddamn day it is!

Skipped school today, pretty much not in the mood to go to school anyway. Went to the airport to study with Kristy. And then met up with Kristy's friends and Ys. And now im back @ home again, waiting for the volcano to erupt again.

Am i fucked or am i fucked?

BAIZ.