lie beneath the stars, and love like never before

Suddenly have got the urge to blog, but i don't know what to blog about. Haven't been in school for 3 days, i know..incorrigible of me. But sometimes, i really just feel like being alone. But no more of next time, till i graduate. Seriously can't wait to complete the damn course and graduate out of that school. Though i really don't know what i'm gonna do after graduating. Today my dad asked me when's my holidays.. when he already know that i've just finished my holidays recently. Cute right?

Met up with Kristy & Moses just now at bugis. Loitering around. Supposedly Ys too.. but sometimes shit happens. So yada yada, and then Huiyu & her bf came to meet us. And tcss for awhile, before going separate ways again.

Took 12 home, and i reached pasir ris interchange at 1am. Had to walk home, it's been long since i walked home in the middle of the night.. Felt rather scared, especially when i keep looking at the floor, and bloody cockroaches kept popping out of nowhere, scaring the fuck outta me.

Feeling kinda giddy now..i don't know why. Perhaps i smoke too much, and have been skipping meals regularly. Ha ha.

I don't know what kind of relationship i'm actually in now. Sometimes i feel that there's no concern, or maybe it's because you trust me too much, allowing me to go out with other people everyday. Or perhaps, you just don't wanna take us seriously. I really have no idea..

I'm wavering...between you and him. why oh why.

Its 2.30am now. should just go to bed, but no, im gonna watch my gossip girl ep 6 now. it's been downloaded in my computer since few days ago. off to watch now, baiz.