i don't know what to do. this situation have been bugging me for several days. i've been really sick these few days, so i have not been thinking about it. but i don't think it can be delayed anymore..

fuck it lahz, you shouldn't have come back at all. i don't care, maybe i'm heartless, maybe i'm cold blooded. but i just don't want you to make my life even more messier than it is now. when you chose to leave, then just leave. don't ever look back.

why must you come back now? you make me feel so lousy about myself, about everything and everyone. can someone tell me what to do? i hate crying.


anyway, just ate my meds. making me so drowsy, about to fall asleep soon. both my sisters are sick now, thanks to me. :/ yeah im a germ spreader now >:o

stay away from me pipolz.

bbaiz.