Blogger's been a bitch, and i don't actually have the mood to update much. But i thought i'll just clear the cobwebs, for now..
Met up with Kristy & Lynette at bugis for shisha/chilling session ystd. And Kristy's friend, Eugene also met up with us at haji lane. To our usual destination, merdandy cafe. website's here. Chilling was good, except the new rule of the singapore govt is dampening our mood for shisha. Read about it here. Totally dampened my mood yesterday.
Alcohol, shisha & cigs yesterday. for like 7 hours. Totally a let's get intoxicated session. Daud was also there with his cousins. And Yongliang met us at around 1am plus. Chilled for awhile more, before we left.
Was supposed to go heeren to meet up with A, he was at some thai disco. But i was rather pissed off with him, so i asked J to give me a ride home. His bike was super high, and rather inconvenient for me, cus i was wearing a skirt. But i managed it. it was fun, i like the wind blowing against my hair actually. It was rather fun, that's why i'd always prefer bikes to cars.
And i'm having major gastric today. Cus i stupidly had alcohol on empty stomach yesterday. Feels like i've been on a roller coaster ride recently. Too much to say, yet i can't say it out.
Been avoiding my counsellor and teachers lately, i don't know why too. I feel so...fucked up?
I realised..i'm really afraid to get into another relationship already. I trust too easily, and fall too easily too. Even if i like the guy, i still can't trust him fully. What should i really do?
And it's torturing, waiting for a "1 new message received" from that certain someone. And checking the phone for it. And what's even more torturing is that, "xx new message received" and yet none of it is from the person you actually longed for.
Ehz, i going krazy already lor. Sighsxz. Ok baiz.
Met up with Kristy & Lynette at bugis for shisha/chilling session ystd. And Kristy's friend, Eugene also met up with us at haji lane. To our usual destination, merdandy cafe. website's here. Chilling was good, except the new rule of the singapore govt is dampening our mood for shisha. Read about it here. Totally dampened my mood yesterday.
Alcohol, shisha & cigs yesterday. for like 7 hours. Totally a let's get intoxicated session. Daud was also there with his cousins. And Yongliang met us at around 1am plus. Chilled for awhile more, before we left.
Was supposed to go heeren to meet up with A, he was at some thai disco. But i was rather pissed off with him, so i asked J to give me a ride home. His bike was super high, and rather inconvenient for me, cus i was wearing a skirt. But i managed it. it was fun, i like the wind blowing against my hair actually. It was rather fun, that's why i'd always prefer bikes to cars.
And i'm having major gastric today. Cus i stupidly had alcohol on empty stomach yesterday. Feels like i've been on a roller coaster ride recently. Too much to say, yet i can't say it out.
Been avoiding my counsellor and teachers lately, i don't know why too. I feel so...fucked up?
I realised..i'm really afraid to get into another relationship already. I trust too easily, and fall too easily too. Even if i like the guy, i still can't trust him fully. What should i really do?
And it's torturing, waiting for a "1 new message received" from that certain someone. And checking the phone for it. And what's even more torturing is that, "xx new message received" and yet none of it is from the person you actually longed for.
Ehz, i going krazy already lor. Sighsxz. Ok baiz.
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