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I know it's been really boring in here, cus i totally lack the motivation to update at all. I can't believe i'm saying this, but now i actually find it pointless to blog without pictures!? And yeah, i've been in hibernation mode this week, so didn't really go out at all.

I realise i always go through phases. And it's a goddamn cycle that i can't seem to break out of it. Maybe it's just my way of handling stuffs that are too much for me to take. There's a period of time whereby i'll keep going out everyday, making myself dead tired and reaching home in the wee hours. And then, i'll just hibernate myself again..maybe say a week. And then the cycle starts again. And yes, my sleeping hours get screwed up again. Insomnia's back. hoo-ray.

And i've been lazy, haven't been working for the past 1 week. Damn sick of the people & environment there.

School's starting tmrw, and im absolutely not prepared at all. I haven't been doing any of the assignments, except costing. Argh the 3 weeks have passed too fast!!!!! I need more holidaysss. Just thinking of school tmrw is making my mood down down down.

Yesterday someone shocked me tremendously. He told me i was his first love, first kiss & first relationship. And the first girl that he ever brought home. Tell me how can i not be shocked!? Okay although the relationship ended like 4 years ago, we're still good friends now. I'm just shocked because i'm too jaded for too many first(s).

I don't feel like going back to school tmrw :S wo tao yan shang xue. >:o|

okie bye.