I went to the doctor ystd, it caused me 50 freaking bucks. But i got a few days mc though. and tons of medications to complete. The doctor was soooo witty -.- he asked me if i wanted simei ite to close down. cus apparently i only went to the doc after like 6 days of fever. like hell yeah i know. but the fever's been like up and down. how would i know.

and i went to collect medications today again. like sigh. and on the way back, i talked to fahiq on the phone. and he actually made me realised something. he was right, i changed way too much, i don't even know myself anymore. i don't know who i am anymore. i need to find myself back. but the thing is, what makes me myself? i don't even have the answers to that question. so tell me...who am i?

i forgot to take my medicine again. and i've not eaten anything today at all. just cigarettes. and it's 4pm now. sigh like wtf i know.

im on mc tmrw. so bye.