It's the last day of school today, before June holidays officially start. My first week is already quite packed. Should be happy and looking forward to it. But.. idk.

I don't know how to describe yesterday. It's too private already, I'll update that in livejournal instead. :(

my feelings are in a total mess today. i don't feel like eating anything at all recently, i just feel like dropping dead.

i don't like this feeling that i'm having now. i don't even know how to describe it. it's hurting me badly. i want to cry but the tears can't seem to flow out anymore.

cancelled my plans for tonight, am not feeling that well. i just had my first meal of the day, it's 7.47pm now. was forced to eat, or else my dad will nag again. if not, i wouldn't even want to eat anything.

what am i supposed to do now? i don't wanna be a nobody to you. but....... im trapped by circumstances now.

FML.