Apr 17, 2009

totally randomness



As i'm updating now, school will be ending in about a few minute's time. I was so fucking tired that i fell asleep at 2230 yesterday, thinking about aa1/costing/taxation. I was actually thinking of my future routes...and fell asleep. That's a bad thing, isn't it?

Mood's not good these few days, alot of things happened, both good and bad. Trying to see everything through a bird's point of view. Am trying to see everything from a soul-less person's eye. Am trying very hard to succeed...but still failing. Utter disappointment. Fear. Failure. And the elders always say, "It never rains, but it pours."

In a flash moment, i seriously missed the monotonous secondary school life i had. At least it was peaceful. And there's no need for backbite...at least not till this extent. Aye i am not in favour of humbugs. Why why why? Tell me why.

It seems like there's far too many 'nicholas' in my life recently.. Seriously, just one is enough, i'm not a sucker for punishment. totally.

I thought i liked you, i thought i loved you. But guess what? I was wrong all along... I'm sorry.

And to that person who i saved as 'dumb pig' in my phone contact list (you know who you are), thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you.. it's been somewhat 2 years.. and thanks for really treating me as your confidant too.

And i don't know where has my bastard brother gone to, trying to play MIA with me just because he's heartbroken over his relationship with a damn girl huh.. what about our 4 years of relationship huh!?

And janice tan. where are you!? stop partying so much, and meet me.

Yes i'm being totally random today.. but well, it's just me.

/edit 9pm
I don't know how the hell you got my number, when i already changed my number. And i didn't even tell you that i've changed my number. Stop calling me non-stop la fucker.
What's with the attitude seriously.

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