Merry xmas 2009, Happy new year 2010!
It's been a while since I last updated. I've actually totally lost the blogging mood, but thought that I'll just update once in a while, cus it's a pity to shut down the site, after being with it for almost a year. I've been changing sites rather so oftenly that it's a miracle I've stuck with a site for so long. Many things have happened within this months, and I've learnt to see things with a different, and even more cynical perspective.
Within one month, many things have happened, both good and bad. At first, i really don't know how to handle things, because it just came so sudden. But after a while, I finally got used to it. Although i still don't know what to do, but i guess time will heal everything, time will let us forget everything. All i wanna say is there are 2 sides to every coin, likewise, story.
This holiday, I've been spending time with baby and my family. And some of my outside friends too.. I'm kinda sick and tired of poker faces.
As usual, for baby and me.. when there are happy times, there's bound to be unhappy times too. Whenever we quarrel, i always ended up feeling so damn lethargic, it's like energy's been zapped out of my body totally. But luckily there's not much quarrels between us anymore..
I've been thinking a lot these days. And it's making me so confused, I don't even know who to find when i needed to talk to someone badly. Sometimes, I just really need silence and peace in my life. But sometimes, silence scares the hell out of me, and i find myself needing to find something loud and noisy to get rid of the silence.
There's nothing else I can say here anymore. This site will be left here as it is. I'm moving on to nakedxlove .
It's been a while since I last updated. I've actually totally lost the blogging mood, but thought that I'll just update once in a while, cus it's a pity to shut down the site, after being with it for almost a year. I've been changing sites rather so oftenly that it's a miracle I've stuck with a site for so long. Many things have happened within this months, and I've learnt to see things with a different, and even more cynical perspective.
Within one month, many things have happened, both good and bad. At first, i really don't know how to handle things, because it just came so sudden. But after a while, I finally got used to it. Although i still don't know what to do, but i guess time will heal everything, time will let us forget everything. All i wanna say is there are 2 sides to every coin, likewise, story.
This holiday, I've been spending time with baby and my family. And some of my outside friends too.. I'm kinda sick and tired of poker faces.
As usual, for baby and me.. when there are happy times, there's bound to be unhappy times too. Whenever we quarrel, i always ended up feeling so damn lethargic, it's like energy's been zapped out of my body totally. But luckily there's not much quarrels between us anymore..
I've been thinking a lot these days. And it's making me so confused, I don't even know who to find when i needed to talk to someone badly. Sometimes, I just really need silence and peace in my life. But sometimes, silence scares the hell out of me, and i find myself needing to find something loud and noisy to get rid of the silence.
There's nothing else I can say here anymore. This site will be left here as it is. I'm moving on to nakedxlove .
